"MONTH-sary"

I'm tired from keep hang in the cycle of optimist < > pessimist. But it's really not under my control. I just want to be happy all the moment. Give me a break, please!
Actually, i got many wants to say just now, but due to my mood is quite good now, i'm not going to say it out. Just get out of my face!

Now what i wants to say is
 

Rock!XD...ahha!



I'm trying to chase back the time i lost.

[THE END]

At that time, if i say "NO, I DON'T WANT". Does it works?

Just like what you did on me last time

and it is works to me.

BELIEVE

I think everyone knows there's a 'lie' between believe.
I don't like to believe because i scare that i cant afford the 'lie'. But when i'm trying to believe then the truth came.

Truth.
Remember? Just nothing for you and a disaster for me. I have no choice to do anything. Said stop then what can i do is just STOP without any murmur.

I will not trying to commit suicide. Just hope to have be in an accident that could drive off my memories just like what i have told before. But now the difference is, memories that were jovial are not EXCEPTIONAL. Thanks.

Wish my dreams comes true

as fast as it could be.

Thanksgiving

Thanks for mummy and daddy, sorry for keep mess up something like today.
Thanks for my friends, thanks for bothering me when i'm in depressed.
Thanks you. I have no idea what to say.

I love you all much. Realy.

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Actually,i'm not truely happy recently.

I had made some decision, hope that i will not mess up anything again.

Apologized first, my friends.

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I put my attention on Gossip Girl started from yesterday.

I loved it. It's great. 

But i knew it's quite late.

Anyway, at least i found something that could fiiled up my time others than keep repeat on facebook-ing and blogging.

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Hope there was nothing bad happen on tomorrow.

Included my result, the celebration and something i don't ever wants to think about it.

If my result is bad, what should i do?i maybe need a hug.

*you know you loved me

xoxo

gossip girl*

Few minutes ago~

I just finish chat with my friend's friend(can just say my friends?=S...). He is really awesome!OMG...(i still don't know what the best word use to describe him,apologized on my poor english=C). Awesome with his ambitiousness,intelligence,positively practical minded,encouragement..........and also his english...=X. Although he already explained to me but i still not very know what's the things that made him...i means his mind and the force that navigating him move forward. I think...maybe LOVE?C=....undeniable that love will give a positive motive force for a men to work harder to advance in their education and career for a better life in future with their loved one.

What's should be my source of motive force? My parents? Fame? Money? I think the answer is MY FUTURE, including anything around me. Anyway, it will be anythings that is harmless to me and benefits to my future...C=. I want contribute to my family, country, world and the whole planet=D. Wait me yah~guys. =S

Realy thank you very much. Just like a succeed motivation for a freaking lousy lazy depressed girl like me. I will set you as a model and learned from you, i swear...=X

I already gained some motive force. So, it's the time for me to heal my stomach and start my revision journey then! See you guys~C=

Oh ya, i felt that you still don't know what's going on to me recently. But nevermind, hope you will not mind to continue be friend with me. Keep in touch!

ARGH!!!

WTH!!! Just a click, all things had gone! I'm not going to retype, it is just wasting billion of my time. Wait it reappear again. Stay tuned!

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I hate

can't find something that i want

can't get something that i need.

无聊。。。

像傻婆。。。==

算了。。。

叫我脸圆圆吧。。。==

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该删的都删了

留下也没什么好留念

只会让自己更加不舍

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出门遇贵人

开心=D!

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'原本'的今天

我不应该坐在电脑前

加油好吗？！C=

YES!

I can done it in just a few minutes, can you?C=



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For those of us who were wondering if we were getting Alzheimer's , this was actually fun. I've tested and my brain still works after all of these years and it's pretty well because I finished it in less than 10 seconds. So how about you? Wanna try it out , wanna know your brain's speed? Carry out the following test.


A Short Neurological Test

1. Find the C below , please do not use any cursor help.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOCOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

2. If you already found the C , now find the 6 below.
9999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999

9999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999

9999999999999999999999999699999999999999999999999999999999

9999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999

9999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999

3. Now find the N below , this one is a little bit difficult.
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMNMMMMMMM

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

This is not a a joke. If you are able to pass through these three tests in a short time , you can cancel your annual visit to neurologist. Your brain is great and you are far away from Alzheimer. Congratulations.

eonvrye that can raed this rsaie your hnad.

To my 'selected' strange-minded friends:If you can read the following paragraph, forward it on to your friends and the person that sent it to you with 'yes' in the subject line.

Only great minds can read this This is weird, but interesting! If you can raed this, you have a sgtrane mnid tooCan you raed this? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.
I cdnuolt blveiee that I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd what I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in what oerdr the ltteres in a word are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is that the frsit and last ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can still raed it whotuit a pboerlm. This is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the word as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? Yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! If you can raed this reopst it

REPOST ONLY IF YOU CAN READ IT
Repost it & put 'YES' in the Post Title

Grab from 幽罘菱 吡吡

爽！！！

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Beer...see you after my SPM!=D
Poker card...waiting you in the Chinese New Year!=D

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Believe me,

I will encounter those obstacles easily

dude!

WTH

=='''''''''

只是一个午觉罢了

都要光临==

很烦嘞。。。

控制一下

好不好？！



我喜欢问为什么

就只因为我想知道为什么

不要每天问我这些奇怪的问题

这证明了你根本不了解我



很烦~~~



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今天要玩个够~C=

Beers, gambling...

i'm back!XD



oh ya, and also with my mummy's high heels shoes on!

Random~

(Hong Kong Disney Land)


Awww~..Such a great snap shot!C=


Stupiak Malaysian uncle~XD...we noticed this after we back Malaysia...==





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鞋不可貌相XD(belongs to my mummy)

High heels~~♥

i'm addicted with high heels recently~~~~~~OMG!

i know i'm getting more mature and older...

but anyway,unless i'm happy and enjoy in it!C=

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如果说

男人不坏，女人不爱

那

女人变坏，男人还爱

？

=D

Liese~♥

用了后
有种心灵上成熟了点的感觉=D
虽然没有很美
也不明显
但毕竟是生平第一次嘛~♥

又是同样的梦境

我知道
它不是要我回想
而是要我彻底的遗忘
所以我选择了接受

眼泪
我不会再让你轻易地掉下

要记得，
现实往往与梦境相反...

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爱上晨运
喜欢身在大自然的怀抱
无忧无虑的感觉...C=

!!!C=

年终考终于结束啦!!!C=
说实在的,
我并没有尽全力
有种力不从心的感觉...

没关系,
相信明年一定会更好!!!C=

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Yesterday went to kl with qiqi, chin hui, bing bing, shin yih & jelson.
i used up a lot of money
but i'm happy!!!
nothing important than this...right?!C=

Syok, i love our dream!XD
please let it come true....=D

Nice movie recommended here!!!

ADELE : RISE OF THE MUMMY
It's mostly about Adele(the main character), Pterodactyl(a type of bird which inexplicably hatched from 136 million-year-old pterodactyl egg on a shelf in the natural history museum) and mummy(from Mesir Purba)

i love the mummy much!
hope to be friend with them<3....xD!!!
buhbye~C=

...

向前迈进了两步
却又回到了原点
我真的办不到
如此潇洒...

我失控了

真的真的好想你

好多话想对你说

你...听见了吗？

很久很久以前

常觉得
得到的是应该的 所有事是必然的
强词夺理是好的 脾气来了不是我想的

但
终于 学会了
脾气 是需要控制的 微笑 是需要挂上的
想法 是需要表达的 拥有 是需要珍惜的...

却在这时候
选择了离开
只能说...
一切来得太快 才刚学会领悟
就跟不上脚步
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真希望...
一切尚未走远
只停留在你我之间

I'm happy just now .

should i forget about the promise?

ya,sure.

MAD!

1 chapter used up my 10hours!
now still surfing on net...==
not enough time to use
and hate keep be along with thick reference books!
but luckily,i still have my friends,blog and fb
relaxing point for me...=D
but still not very know about blog and fb
i will work harder on it after my exam!
Hope my exam is getting better than before...
i don't want my parents feel any disapointment on me =(
*crossing finger...

hope everthing will pass as fast as lightning

i know a new and better life waiting for me.

must appreciate what you have now=]

我不想烦了

我只想更加了解整件事
不理
我能怎么样
算了。。。

其实

你不怎么了解我...

我只想说非常对不起。

I'm Back!

Actually
i owned this blog
long time ago
nobody know about this
and
i forgot the password+lazy...
Now
here will be the place
that i express my feeling
because i'm terrible boring
and freaking suffering with many things...~
Lastly thanks for my friends who always beside me ^3^~