拆散姻缘的人
你们一定会得到双倍报应的
相信我
不是不报而是时候未到
所谓的 朋友！F!

大笨蛋，

你以为我想的吗？

我能吗？

清醒点。

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I will try to start move by following my own's feeling.

It is not worth for me to keep beware of others feeling except for those who really appreciate it.

I think i will be back on January!=) 



Alviss Kong

9/12/2010
REST IN PEACE.

Alviss Kong





Alvis Kong and His ex-girlfriend



I think every malaysians knew this news earlier but i didn't catch up with it until this morning because i just thought it is just a silly case yesterday. It caused a big sensation in facebook, blogger, newspaper and our country so it triggers me to search all about it through internet! It is already the second case in our country, Malaysia of sucessed commited suicide because of breaking up with their GIRLFRIEND and leave their testament or last note on FACEBOOK.

For futher informations and details about Alviss Kong's case can click on Joshuaongys.com.

Ya, noted that i capital-ed letter the word GIRLFRIEND? Really confusing me that why that 2 cases were happened on boy. Shouldn't boy is tougher and girl is weaker? =S

and FACEBOOK! I think it will become a serious issues that made generation gap between child and parents. Nowaday, even primary school students have a facebook account and addicted to it. I still remember when i was in primary school, i just used computer to play intellect games== and start playing friendster in the end on my standard six. Just some "fashionable" parents starting playing facebook. Will facebook being prohibited one day? I think the posibility is high, really! Haha.

For Alviss Kong:

你走了，留下的只是痛心的家人，伤心的朋友和无法挽回的她。你应该把你那份真挚的爱给予会珍惜你的女生，太可惜了，真的。或许你的真命天女就出现在你下个恋情呢？我相信老天爷不断地给我们许多残酷的考验，最后他一定会还我们一个应得并更有价值的补偿。时间是最残酷的考验也是最好的良药！ 算了，说这些也于事无补。我想说, 你真得蛮帅蛮可爱的==，对感情认真（据说你用两年忘记上一段恋情），英文又不赖，人际关系又搭得好，会喜欢你的女生一堆吧，真的真的很可惜！！！希望上天能看你在用情始终专一的份上免你的罪，还能投胎转世，继续做个专一的男生！



说真的，那女生也蛮美蛮可爱的。

就把它当作你人生一段美好的回忆吧!

End my post with the last picture he took and posted on facebook which was crying.

R.I.P

Alviss Kong.

"MONTH-sary"

I'm tired from keep hang in the cycle of optimist < > pessimist. But it's really not under my control. I just want to be happy all the moment. Give me a break, please!
Actually, i got many wants to say just now, but due to my mood is quite good now, i'm not going to say it out. Just get out of my face!

Now what i wants to say is
 

Rock!XD...ahha!



I'm trying to chase back the time i lost.

[THE END]

At that time, if i say "NO, I DON'T WANT". Does it works?

Just like what you did on me last time

and it is works to me.

BELIEVE

I think everyone knows there's a 'lie' between believe.
I don't like to believe because i scare that i cant afford the 'lie'. But when i'm trying to believe then the truth came.

Truth.
Remember? Just nothing for you and a disaster for me. I have no choice to do anything. Said stop then what can i do is just STOP without any murmur.

I will not trying to commit suicide. Just hope to have be in an accident that could drive off my memories just like what i have told before. But now the difference is, memories that were jovial are not EXCEPTIONAL. Thanks.

Wish my dreams comes true

as fast as it could be.

Thanksgiving

Thanks for mummy and daddy, sorry for keep mess up something like today.
Thanks for my friends, thanks for bothering me when i'm in depressed.
Thanks you. I have no idea what to say.

I love you all much. Realy.

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Actually,i'm not truely happy recently.

I had made some decision, hope that i will not mess up anything again.

Apologized first, my friends.

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I put my attention on Gossip Girl started from yesterday.

I loved it. It's great. 

But i knew it's quite late.

Anyway, at least i found something that could fiiled up my time others than keep repeat on facebook-ing and blogging.

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Hope there was nothing bad happen on tomorrow.

Included my result, the celebration and something i don't ever wants to think about it.

If my result is bad, what should i do?i maybe need a hug.

*you know you loved me

xoxo

gossip girl*

Few minutes ago~

I just finish chat with my friend's friend(can just say my friends?=S...). He is really awesome!OMG...(i still don't know what the best word use to describe him,apologized on my poor english=C). Awesome with his ambitiousness,intelligence,positively practical minded,encouragement..........and also his english...=X. Although he already explained to me but i still not very know what's the things that made him...i means his mind and the force that navigating him move forward. I think...maybe LOVE?C=....undeniable that love will give a positive motive force for a men to work harder to advance in their education and career for a better life in future with their loved one.

What's should be my source of motive force? My parents? Fame? Money? I think the answer is MY FUTURE, including anything around me. Anyway, it will be anythings that is harmless to me and benefits to my future...C=. I want contribute to my family, country, world and the whole planet=D. Wait me yah~guys. =S

Realy thank you very much. Just like a succeed motivation for a freaking lousy lazy depressed girl like me. I will set you as a model and learned from you, i swear...=X

I already gained some motive force. So, it's the time for me to heal my stomach and start my revision journey then! See you guys~C=

Oh ya, i felt that you still don't know what's going on to me recently. But nevermind, hope you will not mind to continue be friend with me. Keep in touch!