"MONTH-sary"

I'm tired from keep hang in the cycle of optimist < > pessimist. But it's really not under my control. I just want to be happy all the moment. Give me a break, please!
Actually, i got many wants to say just now, but due to my mood is quite good now, i'm not going to say it out. Just get out of my face!

Now what i wants to say is
 

Rock!XD...ahha!



I'm trying to chase back the time i lost.

[THE END]

At that time, if i say "NO, I DON'T WANT". Does it works?

Just like what you did on me last time

and it is works to me.

BELIEVE

I think everyone knows there's a 'lie' between believe.
I don't like to believe because i scare that i cant afford the 'lie'. But when i'm trying to believe then the truth came.

Truth.
Remember? Just nothing for you and a disaster for me. I have no choice to do anything. Said stop then what can i do is just STOP without any murmur.

I will not trying to commit suicide. Just hope to have be in an accident that could drive off my memories just like what i have told before. But now the difference is, memories that were jovial are not EXCEPTIONAL. Thanks.

Wish my dreams comes true

as fast as it could be.

Thanksgiving

Thanks for mummy and daddy, sorry for keep mess up something like today.
Thanks for my friends, thanks for bothering me when i'm in depressed.
Thanks you. I have no idea what to say.

I love you all much. Realy.

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Actually,i'm not truely happy recently.

I had made some decision, hope that i will not mess up anything again.

Apologized first, my friends.

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I put my attention on Gossip Girl started from yesterday.

I loved it. It's great. 

But i knew it's quite late.

Anyway, at least i found something that could fiiled up my time others than keep repeat on facebook-ing and blogging.

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Hope there was nothing bad happen on tomorrow.

Included my result, the celebration and something i don't ever wants to think about it.

If my result is bad, what should i do?i maybe need a hug.

*you know you loved me

xoxo

gossip girl*

Few minutes ago~

I just finish chat with my friend's friend(can just say my friends?=S...). He is really awesome!OMG...(i still don't know what the best word use to describe him,apologized on my poor english=C). Awesome with his ambitiousness,intelligence,positively practical minded,encouragement..........and also his english...=X. Although he already explained to me but i still not very know what's the things that made him...i means his mind and the force that navigating him move forward. I think...maybe LOVE?C=....undeniable that love will give a positive motive force for a men to work harder to advance in their education and career for a better life in future with their loved one.

What's should be my source of motive force? My parents? Fame? Money? I think the answer is MY FUTURE, including anything around me. Anyway, it will be anythings that is harmless to me and benefits to my future...C=. I want contribute to my family, country, world and the whole planet=D. Wait me yah~guys. =S

Realy thank you very much. Just like a succeed motivation for a freaking lousy lazy depressed girl like me. I will set you as a model and learned from you, i swear...=X

I already gained some motive force. So, it's the time for me to heal my stomach and start my revision journey then! See you guys~C=

Oh ya, i felt that you still don't know what's going on to me recently. But nevermind, hope you will not mind to continue be friend with me. Keep in touch!

ARGH!!!

WTH!!! Just a click, all things had gone! I'm not going to retype, it is just wasting billion of my time. Wait it reappear again. Stay tuned!

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I hate

can't find something that i want

can't get something that i need.

无聊。。。

像傻婆。。。==

算了。。。

叫我脸圆圆吧。。。==

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只会让自己更加不舍

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出门遇贵人

开心=D!

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